I wake up every morning with swollen eyes.

yesterday night I just wan't to forget!

Mother pick me and my sister up at my fathers place in the middle of the night cause I just couldn't stay there anymore.

I said to my mum that I will call the welfare authorities if this keep going.

Maybe I will stay at my grandmothers place for some weeks. I hope so!!

I didn't have to go to school today, witch is nice.

I cant almost keep my eyes open, they are so much swollen of all crying. fuckk hate it.

God, this is my last question.. Do you hate me?