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Yes, today I have devote the most of my time listen to Michael Jackson, and look at som videos of him. Every 25th I put some extra thought about him.
Cause he did died at 25th of june, and I just can't get that out of my head.
For one second it feels like he is still here, and having a good time with his family and I am going to see him on stage soon... And the next second I just feel pain. He is gone and I'm thinking 'bout all his pain he did have, and which pain his family have now and if he was alive now, what would he do?
Yeah it's hard. It's actually fucking hard, cause I do not know what to feel or think. It's just unreal..
He has been my model sice I was a kid. Remember I got the Thriller cd when I was very little and then in my gymnastic class we did a show with the theme "Michael Jackon". It was SO much fun. Still have it on tape. He has always been my inspiration to keep going in hard times.
So now, when I'm having an hard time, I think about you, it's both good and not good sometimes (but I'm not saying why here). It just feels wrong in someway cause you are not on earth anymore.
I know that you have it better now, cause that's what I belive in.
It just feels weird that you are not in an human living body anymore.
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