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Av Franzén - 25 mars 2010 16:12

I'm a pussy... I have done alot ot crying today..

Cause everytime I looked at the clock, I saw Michael .. the few minutes before he died and all that stuff just came up in my head. I attempted to block it but I couldn't. 

Well anyway, here is a beautiful picture/painting on him.

This is how he is and were he is now, with the angles <3


  

Av Franzén - 25 mars 2010 06:25

  


See my life falling apart
This should not be hard
I try to stop, but I keep fall
Must be strong, hold on,
but my control is gone


Hide in the dept of something that not exist, my breath take a twist
And this is my drift,

life after death I caught my breath

 

This is for you. the song the battle it's TRUE
The fight is blue
 and I live for you, I live for you


Must keep gonig, rolling and be stunning.
Cause you is dead and always watch my bed.
I'm scared, can you feel my fear, are you there?
I'm confused
His pain won't let, Am I a fool?
Keep the strengt and be the link

 

Cause this is for you. The song the battle it's true
the fight is red
All I see is you dead, you dead

 

Stop moving, all I see is me losing
I'm weak but I keep stand, cause you hold my hand
And push me up on the ground, but the time is not found
Waiting for me, is all I can do
But I will live and keep the head
For a while, then I come to you

 

This is for you. The song the battle it's true
the fight is white and you keep my light, you keep my light..
and we belong

 

 

 

. I have copyright on it!

wrote this all by myself, so the one who steal I will call the police ;)

hi

Av Franzén - 22 mars 2010 14:14

This weekend was good, I'm feeling alot better. (metally)



Av Franzén - 19 mars 2010 15:15

thank you very much for listen!

you know who you are

means alot

Av Franzén - 19 mars 2010 14:01

Never wanted to feel
Never wanted to steal my heart
Never wanted to know
Never wanted show I'm weak


I'm falling all over myself
Trying to be someone else
I'm falling all over myself
Dying to be someone else


Av Franzén - 18 mars 2010 11:08

I wake up every morning with swollen eyes.



yesterday night I just wan't to forget!

Mother pick me and my sister up at my fathers place in the middle of the night cause I just couldn't stay there anymore.


I said to my mum that I will call the welfare authorities if this keep going.

Maybe I will stay at my grandmothers place for some weeks. I hope so!!

I didn't have to go to school today, witch is nice.

I cant almost keep my eyes open, they are so much swollen of all crying. fuckk hate it.


God, this is my last question.. Do you hate me?







Av Franzén - 14 mars 2010 13:06

I used to think the past was dead and gone
But I was wrong, so wrong
Whatever makes you blind must make you strong
In my time I've melted into many forms
From the day that I was born, I know that there is no place to hide
I'm Stucked between the burning shade and the fading light

Av Franzén - 12 mars 2010 22:02

You can call me what you want, but I get so fucking frustrated and angry(?) yes, angry when people get "depressed" JUST because they don't have anything to do on a friday night.

Look at me, I haven't done something for more than 4 fridays, and am I depressed? Maybe I am, but not becaue I didn't do anything on the friday nights. and for your information I haven't done anything on the Saturdays either.

 

I don't know.... just that there are so many more things to worry about then just ONE friday.

 

 

I do not want any compassion, but Here I am, and every fucking day of my life is a struggle to stay alive. I am not jokeing. This is the firt time I "say" this to someone. Every fucking day I cry and I actually have reasons to cry but I'm not telling why here, all to private. Maybe you think I'm pathetic but I don't care because I have a symptom, "depressed-symptom" and I'm not proud of it but on the other way I can't help it. I just mean, if a free friday night get you depressed, just because you don't have anything to do this one night, your world falling apart? Then you have serious problems that you need to deal with.

And it's not depression. Just ego.

 

 

I do not live, all I do is survive.

Is that worth surviving for?

...

 

 

 

 

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