Still sick today but I'm getting better. My stepfather actually surprised me and bought nutritional supplements to me! Thank you SO much.(I can tell, it was really an surprise)

Like I'm sick all the time, I mean all the time. I've been to the doctors many many times, but they can't find anything "wrong" with me.

They say that I will "grow" apart from it. But I never do.

And all this sickness-thing started when I went in 7 grade.

And yesterday when I was going to sleep I thought about all this, and realize I maybe begun to be sick because I quit gymnastic!

Cause that was in 7 grade too!

How knowes?! That could have something in common??

Well if that's the problem, all I have to do is begin training again! he-he (like that's gonna happen)

I haven't been training in 5 years! FIVE FUCKING YEARS. shit man.

that's a LONG time.

God. 5 years ..? really?

Now: Got to go and take some nutritional supplements! wow that was a long and strange word.

btw, I feel so expensive now..  the nutritional supplements was not cheap. I want to put them back in the store. I'm sorry mom :(

but I can't help it (a)

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